PAKIGE A 2ND ANNIVERSARY ZINE

PAKIGE a 2nd Anniversary Zine is a digital and physical fanzine privately organized, created and released among the members of a tokusatsu-focused Discord server. As the title implies, the zine was created to celebrate the second anniversary of the server's creation, and to put together our common love for tokusatsu in a printed work. The zine was given a loose theme that participants weren't forced to follow, but basically, we should follow our heart and draw whatever fun, problematic things we came up with. My pieces aren't particularly kinky, but I followed my heart. The zine is not available to the public, but you can find some of the pieces in the archiveofourown collection that some of the contributors chose to share.

Below are the entries I submitted to the zine. I created the cover as suggested by zine members, as well as one entry of my own, and one illustration in collaboration with a writer.

Symbols
🔞: explicit content
🌶️: sexual themes (sex, sexual fluids, horny vibe)
🥩: violent themes (blood, injury, violence)
🪰: grotesque themes (vomit, waste, putrefaction)

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My submissions

FIRST PIECE

Zine cover 🌶️

Original illustration. A monochrome drawing with a soft style of shading. There's a cardboard box with two small, fluffy kittens inside, one white, and one striped. The white cat is wearing a large leather collar with spikes, with a heart-shaped tagged that reads 'SICKO'. The striped cat leans over the edge of the cardboard box with both paws on it, and holds the leash of a ball gag in its mouth. Besides the kittens, there's a whip inside the box. In front of the box there's a set of furry handcuffs, and a pair of eggs. Behind the box there's a bouquet of flowers. The word SAMPLE is written diagonally on the image. The drawing is signed as SPILLINGDOWN.

I was entrusted with the creation of the cover! It made me very happy to be able to do the face of the zine. I enjoy the kind of illustration this drawing is imitating, with cute soft baby angelic characters turning their eyes upward. My drawing comes with a kinky twist of course, to fit the energy.

SECOND PIECE

Selected Tasty Ideas This Humble Spillingdown Was Pinged About By The Lovely Folks Of This Most Dignified Toku Slide Server 🌶️

What it says on the tin! I might not be nearly as active on this place as I wish I was but even a ghost like me has made their share of good memories in this cozy lil' server. I'm happy you remember me and tag me when you have a big brain moment, so this is my tribute to you~
Kamen Rider Ryuki fan art. An image with two drawings of the same pair of characters: Tojo, a young man with a soft short black hair and unsettling sharp eyes, wearing a jacket, and Kagawa, an older man with short black hair and a hardened serious face, wearing glasses and a button-up shirt under a lab coat. On the left is a drawing of the two of them standing next to each other, staring at the viewer. On the right is a drawing of Tojo turned away from the viewer, carrying the limp body of Kagawa in his arms. Tojo's face is full of tears, and his cheeks are flushed. He gently smiles down at the corpse. Next to this illustration there's text that begins with a quote that reads 'You were the most important person in my life, that's why I had to give you up.', followed by the comment '??!! Isn't that a love confession?!'
Tojo and Kawaga
 Kamen Rider Ryuki fan art. Two illustrations. The drawing on the left is of Ren, a tall young man with short spiky black hair, wearing black clothes, and Shinji, a short man with shoulder-length hair and a small scar on his top lip, wearing a bomber jacket. Ren rests his chin on top of Shinji's head, looking annoyed. Shinji turns his eyes upward to look at him, confused. The drawing on the right features Shinji wearing a frilly french maid dress and holding a tray, and Kitaoka, a man with straight hair that doesn't reach his shoulders, wearing an office suit. Kitaoka sits on a desk, arms resting on top of it with the tips of both his hands touching each other, smiling smugly at Shinji. The words 'smirk smirk' float above him. Shinji stomps away from the desk, furious as he grunts 'Right away, sir', emphasizing the last word.
Maid Shinji
 Kamen Rider Zi-O fan art. An illustration of two characters: Hiryu, a young man with short black hair brushed back in a messy stylization and a mean face, wearing a black robe with accents, various necklaces, a tiara and black nail polish, and Woz, a tall man with long hair parted sideways, loose braids keeping the left side of his hair back, wearing a high neck coat with a muffler around his neck. Hiryu grips Woz's face by his chin, forcing him to get close to his face as he says something the viewer doesn't get to know. Woz looks flustered, a couple beads of sweat on his face. Above them is an emoji with its eyes closed and an ok hand, as well as text that reads 'What a spicy meatball!!'
Hiryu and Woz
 Kamen Rider Hibiki fan art. Two drawings of Hibiki, a man with short black hair and a muscled body. The drawing on the left shows him wearing a black tank top, in profile, facing the left of the image, doing something that's physically draining, arms held up above his head as he curves his back. He's breathing hard, and his body is sweaty. Hibiki looks focused. On the right of the image is a drawing of Hibiki in his rider suit. The drawing is a close-up to the lower half of his body, showing his crotch and thighs. The suit's fabric is shiny, and the leather thong that goes over his suit seems to be put on tightly.
🌶️ Hibiki-san
 Kamen Rider Zi-O fan art. Three drawings featuring Sougo, a young man with a bowl-cut hairdo wearing a short-sleeved shirt, and Woz, a black swan with a muffler around the base of its neck. In the first drawing, Sougo holds the swan gently in his arms, eyes closed as he speaks to it with a soothing expression. The swan seems resigned. The second drawing shows the swan's face in profile, an unfriendly expression on its face. The third drawing shows Sougo quickly sneaking in a kiss on the top of the swan's head, catching it off guard. Above them is the text 'surprise chu' followed by two cartoon hearts.
Sougo & swan Woz
 Kamen Rider Zi-O fan art. A variety of original Woz designs. From left to right: a Woz wearing a small hat, a sleeveless button-up shirt with a long neckline, long-sleeved dark gloves and dark pants, saying 'iwae'. A Woz wearing a character costume of a monstrous creature with a long neck, horns, and large claws, saying 'waga ouja'. A Woz wearing a short loincloth with an opening on the right side that hangs from a belt, a short cape and gloves, and underneath every part of his body except for his head is covered with bandages. The text above him reads 'OOO's Woz (yummy)'. A Woz wearing a black leather body suit with a club shape cutout over his stomach, various belts on his legs and a leash on his neck. On top he wears belt-like shoulder and chest armor. There's text next to him that reads 'based on a sketch by Romi' with a cartoon heart at the end. A Woz with vampire-like traits, fangs and small bat wings, making a peace sign. The text above him reads 'design by Aqua!'. There is text on the image that explains 'The original convo was about a Woz for each rider... I stuck to the royally named ones.'
Alternative wozi
 Kamen Rider Zi-O fan comic, featuring Sougo, a young man with big eyes and a bowl-cut hairdo, wearing a button-up shirt, Woz, a tall man with long hair parted to the side and loose braids on the left side of his head, wearing a coat with a high neck, a muffler around his shoulders and black nail polish, and Geiz, an angry-looking young man with short spiky hair and a black jacket with a high neck. One page, two panels. Panel 1: Sougo munches on a piece of toast, saying 'I'm SO TIRED from studying ALL NIGHT'. The speech bubble pushes Geiz's head, making him grit his teeth in annoyance. Panel 2: Woz enters the room, looking uncharacteristically disheveled. There's post-its on his hair, a pen over one of his ears, and a heart doodled on his cheek. He's unable to supress a yawn that interrupts his 'good morning' greeting. Sougo looks back at him, still eating and looking cheerful, saying 'mornin' Wozu, how's your'. His question is interrupted by Woz clearing his thought, who adds 'not at the table, my lord'. In the background, Geiz looks down at the floor, still very annoyed, and says 'I'm going back to the temple'.
souwoz "studying"

As the blurb above says, these illustrations were made based on conversations and comments where I was pinged in case I was interested. Now, I'm terrible at being a member of a discord server, and I very rarely respond when pinged. I have the very bad habit of not checking pings until I'm certain I'll be able to make time to respond to things, and most of the time I end up not checking the ping at all. I wanted to redeem myself by drawing little things for some of those missed conversations. I'm truly thankful that people still think about me, despite my tendency to go silent for long periods of time. The original two-page section contained direct quotes to the chat logs with consent from the involved parties, but I will not be sharing such things in public. Please imagine a context as you see fit.

THIRD PIECE

Restoration Process - companion piece 🌶️

Kamen Rider Zi-O fan art. An illustration of Sougo, a young man with short hair and big eyes wearing a short-sleeved button-up shirt and jeans, and Woz, a man with long black hair wearing a coat with a high neck and a muffler around his neck. Sougo sits barefoot on his bed with his legs crossed. Woz lies his head on his lap, where Sougo holds him in place with his left hand buried in his hair and his right hand covering his mouth as if to silence him. He stares at Woz's face with wide eyes, cheeks slightly flushed. Woz's eyes are unfocused and full of tears, face sweaty and red, breathing heavily.

An illustration made for aquabluejay's fanfic, Restoration Process, which I've also linked on my Kamen Rider recommended texts page. I've been told by a friend this drawing lives rent-free in their head and made them ship souwoz, which makes me very happy.

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